I'm sorry - I can not breathe when I write these lines, I care what I did to you,
like a stone on my heart. I feel your anger, and to be honest,
I'm totally helpless against her.
I'm not sure how it happened. I made a big mistake and put your trust in the game.
I have hurt your feelings. I've done something that I never imagined would happen.
Because since I've known you, I have always wished only one thing:
That I never hurt you, but always to you.
At first, I wished that I could turn back time to undo my big mistake.
The fact is, I've built a lot of crap, which is now irreversible.
All I can do is stand up for this mistake and ask your forgiveness.
NAME, I love you goddamn it. You are my great love, how could I do this to you?
Do not we both belong together?
What can I do to win you back for me?
Maybe you do not want to hear from me for a while? I do not know,
I would like to run to you, hug you and kiss your face. Name, what should I do? I am crying.
My dearest wish is a fresh start for our love.
I want to take on every fight to regain your confidence.
I always want to be there for you.
I wish that the cold gives way between us and love warms us again.
I will always hope that we both can start over again.
I love you and carry only one request in my heart:
Please forgive me.